I Found Some Time...

I finally found some time to go and update the life of KIKI ELMORE. haha

So I read my last post and I was at week 17 of school before graduation. Well I really don't know what week I'm at right now but I'm less than 2 months away before walking across the stage with the degree.

Exciting...

Well honestly..I'm scared shitless right now. Beginning December 17th I'm free of school and it's up to me whether I want to go back or not. It's when i actually step out in the real world and make decisions that will probably affect the rest of my life.

If you haven't noticed, I living with my mommy and daddy and is far from ready to take on that responsible. Need I say, I have the slightest clue of what I want to do or where I even want to go.

Now, my heart has always been set out on Atlanta but I'm scared to move there before first of all, who knows if I'll find a job or not and I just bought a new car so I have a car note to cover. I'm struggling now to afford it so I don't want to put myself out in the world when I know it will for sure eat me and spit me right back out.

Don't get me wrong, I've been waiting my whole life for the moment. Even my parents have but it's just frightening when you don't have a plan. The world is quite intimating.

Well maybe between this time now to the next time I post something, I'll have a plan or something. :D

Well I'm out for now!

ChoW!!!